what i wan to say with he??

i wan say what to he???
i love u???
or i hate u???
i dunno ...
if i say i love u maybe he will dun wan talk to me anymore...
if i say i hate u also cannot...
becoz he 'dui' me 'man hao de'...
so what i must say????
who can help me???
i know i always ask u all help me...
i always ask u all is becoz i belive u all...
if got anyone can help me please leave a comment for me...
thanks...