just a simple love story with Hurts Ending

That day,
he told me, ' i very hate she, do you know she very stingy?'
i replied, 'no, she din't... she is just a simple good girl...'
he said, 'fine, she is your friend, sure you say like that...'
i just been quite...

before one month of the ending...
i have been sms him so long...
i don't even recieved a message from him...
but, she told me... ' hey, peijing, i'm sms-ing with him lehh... he got accompany you? '
i replied, 'oh.. got ya... i sms-ing with him too... ( i'm lie-ing... )
i cried... why he can sms with she, but not me?

from that day started, i realise...
he still can't forget all about her...
but, i just be quite...
i sms him, he din't replied...
fine... i give up to sms him already...

the ending day...
i recieved his message ' do you feel that we like couple? '
i replied, ' i don't know... when i sms you, you sms with other girl but not me... do you think that you treat me as your girlfriend? '
he replied, ' we break... '
i replied, ' no! '
second message i sent, ' fine, you already treat me as a stranger... wish to be friend, bye... '

he don't know anything...
he don't know i know everything that he done...

the three week after the ending...
she come and find me..
and she told me, ' peijing ar... he ask me to wait him after his SPM then he will on back with me... '
i said, ' oh, congratulation ya... '
she said, ' don't say that... i don't even know we can continue or not... '
i said, ' that is sure you two can continue like last time... i told you already, his heart is full of you... '
the bell rings, and i walk back to my class...

after school...
i walk very slow with SQ them...
they talk happily and i walk quitely...
at bus, i sit there quitely and sleep...
reach home, i run into my room...
i cried quitely!
i think, why will you so fast can forget all about us? or, you don't even put everything about us inside your heart..??

after the day, i din't talk with she anymore...
i don't even know what i should say...
i don't even know, should our friendship continue?
i, SUFFER!
i don't know all the things anymore...
my brains, BLANK!!!

that's all of the story...
full of HURTS...

gathering~!

after camp..
we gather at 31st of december..
have bbq...
after that play card whole night~!
din sleep at all...
the next day...
play water~!~!~!
play water boom..
wakakaka..
but..
i get a big big "ang pao"
:'(
play water boom play till sien d..
so play water~~
walao..
so ko lian all..
all kena till whole body wet wet...
haha..
this 2days..
i very happy~~
coz after this need to prepare for PMR..
really thanks to form5 student~!
thanks a lot!!!

camp~!

the first day of the camp~~
waitting for teacher fetch me..
teacher so slow...:'(
when reach there..
after sang the camp song..
started 分组..
very hope can same group with she and he and he..
but..
at last..
i din same group with them...
:'(
at first...
i really not happy..
my group im he biggest..
:'(
i really not happy because i cant same group with them..
thats so boring..
after that,going to bath and eat~!
only that time we can sit together and talk..
after that...
is the time of station game~!
go go go~!~!
play happily with my team mate...
after that was a 分享会..
talking about the game how..
were we happy on first day?
and many..
after that..
is time going home~!
she was going back...
but me,he and he stay there..
of coz not only we three..
after that..
theacher bring 5 of us(me,JC,CT,my brother and XN) going for our dinner..
after dinner..
going back camp there..
cant sleep...
:'(
preparing to watch ghost movie~~
scare scare...
after that we sit together ans watch together..
my brother was so scared...
he ask me...'sister,can you close the movie??i wanna sleep..but i cant...'
i said..'ok la..i accompany you sleep first later i watch again ok?'
he replied 'ok la...'
pause the movie..
JC , CT and XN talk there..
i accompany my brother sleep..
wow~!he need so long time to sleep..=.=
oh yeah~!he already sleep..
continue our movie..
after finish..
the time was very late..
but still cant sleep..
so..
we sit together and talk lo..
talk talk talk..
XN sleep kih..
haha...
then we three continue talk..
talk talk talk..
CT say wanna sleep d..
JC and me still cant sleep...=.=
then i take his phone,send song to my phone~
sms-ing with SK..
coz she din stay there..
haiz..
after that..
while waitting it run...
JC and me talk lo..
talk till half..
alamak...
dunno wanna talk what le..
suddenly become so quite...
then i said wanna sleep de..
but..
the song still din run finish..
JC say he help me wait..
ok lo..
i sleep sleep sleep..
half an hour wake already..
see JC also wake d..
then CT also wake...
coz of the 死蚊子!!!!
haiz..
whole night cant sleep..........

second day of the camp~
going bath,eat some biscut...
9am have a 大扫除~!
haha..
they 3 need to wash this wash that..
i no need~!
i sit there drawing..
thanks a lot ya,teacher..
you let my group just drawing,colouring..
wakakakakaka..
but after that..
very tired~!
is time to bath and eat~!~!
so we 5 din bath d..coz already bath...
after eat we 4 sit there talk..
then..
have a course...
after that sing sing sing~!
sing for so long~~
1 and half an hour..
wow~~first time sing for so long..
then going to bath and eat again~!
we 4 sit there and talk again...
after that..
all people gether at the place..waitting for 寻宝..
my group was so 合作...
but we also lose..
coz find wrong thing...
:'(
but we still happy~!~!
coz we very very very very very 合作...
after that...
is the time to sleep..
but SK din stay there also...
:'(
me,JC,CT and XN din so fast sleep la of coz..
play card with form5 student(adviser)~~
play till 4am++..
go sleep..

third day of the camp~~
after bath..
have a course..
talking about brave..
teacher always call my name..
ask me must be more brave...
after that eat~!
then station game..
my group play with JC and SK de group(they 2 same group)...
playing 剪刀，石头，布...
if lost de people must kena 泼 water by the win 1...
fight with JC..
every time also lost de...:'(
play till i whole body wet wet..
after station game..
go bath,then have a game again...
for me...i very scare this game--鬼屋..
i tell teacher i don wanna play..
coz..
last year i play le i cry..
coz i really very scare..
then teacher tell me i must play..
coz teacher wan me be braver than last year..
i ok lo..
coz nothing can said d..
teacher say 10 people in at 1 time.
then me,JC,SK,XN,my brother and some of my group de ginna..they wanna follow me..
coz they say they scared..
they ask me 'jie jie,you scare ma??'
i say ok lo...abit..
but actually i very scare~~
our turn is last turn..
after 蒙眼睛..
go in...
then inside...
adviser them do the ghost sound..
shout like the ghost...
go in very long...
then when we come out..
teacher was very supprise~!
i din cry and i also din shout~!
yeah!!!
i become more brave d..
hahahaha....
after that dinner..
then 分享会..
then go sleep..
but we din sleep..
we prepare for our perform thing..
but the ginna all sleep d..
very late only sleep...

last day of the camp~~
nothing to say...
coz whole day prepare for night de perform...
at night..
is time for perform~!
my group is third group perform...
we perform dance--sorry sorry..
wah..
very tired~~
then teacher say still have time..
so every group need perform 2 time..
but JC them d group din..
coz they perform 戏剧...
when the second time we perform..
we ask teacher perform with us..
wakakakaka..
every1 laught teacher~~
after that count down for chirstmas...
then din sleep whole night..
play card..
the next time morning..
is time for back home~!...

bye~~

very happy during this camp~!
thanks a lot to my 2 adviser and teacher..
you 3 make me become braver..
is you three 鼓励 me...
thanks you 3 a lot~~!!!
and..
thanks to my teammate...
you all very 合作...
and thanks to SK,CT,JC..
thanks you 3 play with me..
share thing with me...
accompany me...
^^
thanks you all!!!
i love you all!!!
exspecially SK,JC and CT...
love you three much much~!~!~!

a busy day i had...^^

oh...
sorry..
i had so long time din update my blog..
today,i can start write my blog every day...
coz...
now is holidays~!

today..
morning when i was a wake..
after i do all my thing..
follow third sister fetch my eldest sister from her boy boy house..
then go McD buy breakfast...
going home...
after having breakfast,
helped daddy doing thing with eldest sister,third sister and youngest brother~~
wow~~
tired~~
while we were resting..
i had teked some picture of all the uncle who were repairing my house~~
after 5min++..
we started again our work...
finished it at about 4++...
the time for going to bath...
after bath..
follow the 2 sister to salon..
at the salon..
i sat beside a litter girl..
she so cute~!
at first..
she no dare to talk..
while im waitting my sister..
i taked out third sister's netbook for playing game..
the litter girl started talking a lots of thing..
actually i dunno what she talking about..
coz im listening to song..
but i know..
the litter girl was so standard..
while she was talking..
she not only talk chinese..
she was 'campur' english~!
so clever~!
after she was back..
i also close the netbook..
coz it was going to no battery..
then..
i stand and see my sisters them..
wow~!
thier hair was so beautiful~!
out of the salon..
they became not same~!
they became beautiful~!
then eldest sister was hearing call from his boy boy~
his boy boy ask she wanna go eat shake or not~
i follow she~
coz third sister wan talking with her boy boy..
so me and eldest sister went there first..
when we are sitting there...
oh...
then we just realise that third sister dunno eat sushi..
wakakakaka..
she order a bowl of mee..
share with me~
after finish the mee..
she din eat anything..
and her boy boy call she saying that he wanna go food court for eat with his friends..
then third sister follow her boy boy go eat...
when we were eating..
eldest sister's boy boy so 'geli'..
yuck~!!!
eat the thing that i feeling 'geli'...
oh my god..
i see it i also cant eat and wanna vomit..
he still can eat till so delicious..
walao..
yuck yuck yuck~!
while eating..
his mum and his younger brother was talking..
then i heard something that make me and my eldest sister laugh till can stop~
his mum said 'see,you all so 'ho mia'...apa sai pun can eat...'
his brother replied 'no,i din eat shit...'
hahaxx..
Heng Ee student jiu is Heng Ee student..
like to saying something let people laugh..
oh~
its the time back home...
eldest sister bring me go find third sister..
coz im going home with third sister..
eldest sister going home with boy boy..
when going to find third sister..
very tulan!
call her phone,din answer..
call her boy boy phone,din answer too!
make me tulan!
after that find tiok liao..
then eldest sister walk back to find her boy boy..
me and third sister walk walk walk..
while wanna out..
then just we realised that the parking card is at eldest sister there..
calling eldest sister...
take for us..
then going home~
while in the car..
we 2 feeling tired and sleepy..
but..
while reach home..
the tired and sleepy feeling was gone away..
wakakaka..
started online~
so now i can write my blog..

but going to end this story..
coz im going to sleep..
tomorrow need to had a busy day again~
good night all..

天蝎座

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什么都是你在说，什么都是你在做。。。

是你说我们还是朋友。。。
是你说你会等我。。

但。。。
你却说到做不到。。。

你真的让我对你彻底的失望了。。。

不是我不愿意相信你，是你骗我骗得太多次了。。。
让我真的无法再相信你了。。。
当我希望你向我解释的时候，你却选择继续隐瞒我，欺骗我，伤害我。。。
当我真正的放弃了的时候，你却想要挽回。。。
你觉得还来得及吗？？
为什么当我要求你向我讲出真相的时候你却选择伤害我,欺骗我,隐瞒我???

为什么？？
难道你都不会后悔吗？？
真的真的对你失望了。。。

by-->stupid[笨蛋兼白痴]

你们到底要我怎样？？

你们什么都叫我做..
我都帮你们..
我到底哪里做不好??
恨你们...
什么都骂我...
我被生出来时给你们骂的吗？？
那我宁愿不要出生在这个世界！！
你们要我怎样才会对我好一点？？
对我好一点会要你们的命吗？？
我真的什么都不明白...









我宁愿死掉算了！！！！！
恨这个世界！！！
它带给我很多的不快乐！！！